I always seem to find myself in these types of situations. I like a boy…we talk….they do something dumb and I take them back…. I end up liking them & then my heart gets shattered into a million and ONE pieces. I thought my relationship was good but it “supposedly” hasn’t been the same. & you know what is absolutely CRAZY, I always sense these types of things. I sensed this with my ex and I sensed this with you now. There’s a saying in Jamaica that whenever your too happy something is bound to go wrong. Not to be a pessimist but just a realist. My relationship with you was Great, I honestly had no complaints but you actually did. I never knew people could just wake up one morning & COMPLETELY forget ALL the feelings they had for someone. It really makes me sit down & ask myself, ” Was the last 7 months we shared even real?” Or ” Was the time wasted really worth it?” You completely came out of left field with this, but I must say I have been used to it. Every month I would get disrespected to a point of no return, a moment when I couldn’t feel much smaller than atom because I was blamed for NOTHING. You have the audacity to say how I am unappreciative but you take the cake. You are a prime example of an unappreciative individual. I have put your needs in front of mine because I cared so much & I wanted to help in ANY way possible and what do I get in return, a fucking slap in my face. I have came to the conclusion that you will NEVER realize what you HAD ! It is hard for me to say this but I can’t continue to be with someone who is so selfish and cruel and vindictive and spiteful. I know I have my flaws also and I can be blamed for few problems we had but I simply don’t deserve this. I deep inside my heart saw as a long term thing because I was ready to make it work regardless of space & time. Everytime you feel change coming along you get scared and your first instinct is to walk away.
Well… I writing this to tell you that I am walking away. There is nothing left of us after today. I could never look at you the same again. Tonight I cried & no boy should make me cry. My feelings & heart was crush & there is no turning back. This relationship only worked on your terms and I am done fighting against you. I’m not angry just disappointed but that is LIFE.
Nothing Lasts Forever.
I just hope you made the right decision. There is no turning back now.
Sincerely,
Brittany
